lonely am i

i just got off work.. i have to work for the next 4 days and i move in 12... im scurred... i wish i could take my cat... but i dont think shed like it... i couldnt do that to her...

its so strange to take a step towards acting like an adult... a fucking big step too i think...

but i suppose ill survive...

my mom and i watched the last episode of queer as folk today... we are so sad it ended... why did they do this to us! *sigh* at least it didnt just kind of fall over and die... it wentout on a good note id say...

i need a new show to watch with my mom! ive fallen out of watching the real world.. i only watch vh1 and adult swim anymore

not that it matters i guess since im moving.. but we could talk about it at least!

i gave a tarot reading to this guy who has been calling me about one... and he told me that hes married today after offering to buy me coffee and stuff... its not like it matters... i was just suprised because i figured he was gay... but then again he didnt say he had a wife...how do you ask something like that?

ah well... he got the divorce card anyways... but he didnt tell me he was married until after the readng... which is good... it would have been awkward... i dont like telling people they have relationship problems... especially if they didnt say anything to me baout it in the first place

i dont know... the world it turns...

lets have sex,
Samantha

(or really just cuddle... i need to feel you next to me)